Gee..a murdered gummy bear…-O-


Just what can’t happen in this world..even gummy bears are dangerous…-_-


My English suck now, for not using it for 3 months…

I really want to change my junior year schedule, I think I need a elective class…

STUPID school, limited choice and classes are always full

But my FUTURE is in your hands! So better get me into the class I applied for…

Or..there is going to be another gummy bear killer..^________^


Recently, I’ve been into J-Techno(srry I made this phrase up) group Perfume.

They are rather cute girls and the beat are so nice, I found SECRET SECRET from their newest album GAME very very addictive, not only the MV but the song are super duper cooool…

They were kinda like an underground band but rise to fame now…the newest single “love the world” hit #1 on Oricon…

And the first album GAME sold appox. 30K…I guess it’s amazing  job for nwdays..the technology/free downloading world..-0-

I like the girl on the left side..don’t know her name but I think she is the prettiest ❤








Was I really there?

So the trip is over..huh?

Good time always pass by soooo fast

I feel like I have slept for a long long time

and not wake up yet


Can’t I just die someday during sleep?

It will make everyone happy

For I was not planned to be born

An accident

Yup that’s me

Dont’ get me wrong, its just I’m not planned to be loved

And that’s why I never make anyone happy

I want to eat something, I feel so sad and so hopeless, and there is no food


Holla dude~I’m a cool pig, I wear sunglasses and I can talk~

I used to love those Korean Nong Shim Bowl Noodles(fast noodles) I love them sooo much that I can eat them all day long…

I’m a big fan of fast noodles, and sometimes I hear people say “OH I used to love those noodles but I ate too much, so now I’m sick of it.” I would go furious about thses statements!!! HOW LUCKY CAN YOU BE? TO EAT THAT MANY NOODLES? TO EAT THAT MUCH NOODLES THAT EVEN MAKES YOU SICK OF IT?


Oh Yea~this is the one I’m in love with…


And I feel sick of it now…I lost the unique taste of this precious noodle…I ate two bowls of them this morning and feel very sleepy.?

I guess my fast food days are over, because I start to eat fruits and veggies

or maybe that’s what adults called “grow ups” . O,.O



 For example, I used to love my rubber duckie…and now I no longer play with it while taking a bath


It’s really a cool duckie, it can float on water and if you squze its bottom, ,it will talk to you “QUAK QUAK QUAK”

I don’t know if I will abandon more of my treasure, like my teddy bear, my formal best friend gave it to me on the first xmas I spend in U.S. I always sleep

with it, OMG now think about it, I’m 16 already and sleep with teddy bear! Quelle Heurre!(I spelled it wrong)

I guess sometimes things are just there, come and go, the only thing that is always with you is your soul( I’m not that deep, I read it from a book)

And I don’t even have a soul, I don’t even know what a soul is, is that your idea? your religion? your hobbies? or your mind?

OMG! I never know someone is always with me, just like a twin sister or something…!!!


Talking nosense is a waste of electricity, time, and energy…


I guess good days does go fast…-_-

I only like cupcakes when I’m really

hungry…that’s the time when I

forgot how sweet they are…

Look At Me~ I’m a cute little cupcake~

 *If I really see a cupcake as cute as this one..I won’t eat it, I will keep it as my pet*


Sigh…It’s been 3 weeks since the start of the summer break, and 3 weeks of movie, junk food, and computer…

I had many werid dreams because of the books and Korean show I’ve watched

 I start to miss China horribly… I want to see my old friends, eat my grandmother’s cooking, and play with my little brother…

I want to go shopping in the humid, hot weather, that’s how China is like.

I want to walk on the street and say hello to my old neighbors

Oh and INUYASHA is finally over! After 11 years, 56 volumes, I skipped many volumes and read the ending online…it’s very peaceful and nice…Rumiko Takahashi always end story with peace and warm feelings~

I applied my job application at the library, hope I can find something to do~

Back in the old days, when I’m still a student in China, I never feel bored or nothing to do, because there is summer homework and my cousines come to play. Now I feel very lonely, and all I do is dig th ebackyard,  clean the house, cook lunch for my mother..-_-

Look at me~ I’m a sweet chocolate cupcake~

I watched Koda Kumi’s JUICY MV, the song is rather catchy, and the MV is pretty hot, Koda looks really good in smoky eyes and hot clothes~

I watched M:I:III(Mission Impossible) last night, Tom Cruise always play those characters facing harsh conditions and bold/hot blood..

Oh~and Super Junior’s shows are really funny, it’s called “E.H.B Super Junior” you can find it with English Sub on Youtube




Not what I think of..

I’ve always wanted to become a model agent…

Summer was different than what I was hoping it would be…

My actions are too slow,

No job positions left

Many deadlines

Anyway..I’m just stay home and enjoy the silence…

Hope me luck~

I think Ayumi Hamasaki’s MVs are freaky, sometimes~

Her fairyland MV, its kind of scary how the whole place burnt down

Her Ladies Night MV, it gave me creeps how those women robot walks and she is the leader of them..

Her Mirrorcle World, I duno but gave me a mistery feeling

Maybe its because I dont speak Japanese…well enough

But Ayu is really good at acting! I can see her feeling and emotions in her”Mirrorcle World“.

Her music is getting better, more meaningful, and mature.

I hope she can continue her music rode!

Good Luck BoA! You are always my NO.1!

Hope the VIVID sell well…it is already #6 on Oricon Chart…:-(

It’s the end, and It’s the start!!!!!!! YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~

Ahaha~ the final is allll over!!!  You dare to let me go

study again?!

Anyways…I did fairely well, ,if I did more history extra credit..I would’ve have a chance to ace it…and math, ,its always the same…i guess it’s a curse, that I can never be perfect on math…and that’s why I borrowed 3 walk-thick math books from library just the day after all the finals. I’m going to review all the lessons I missed(means I didn’t really study hard before). I will have to ace math someday!!!

I didn’t do the biology pig dissection, the piglets are not pink but gray color…freaky and smelly, so I did other things that get me an A…just .47% above the line between B and A…

Now I feel so bored on the first day of summer break…

I guess next week I will be in the mall, looking for job, in hospital, start my volunteer job again, or at home, getting prepared for the next school year, or at YMCA, taking swim lessons, or at the gof course, learning golf, or at someone’s house, learning piano, ,or at fine art center, continue my paintings…

Wow..I guess I have lots of things to do…

I just found Namie’s Want me, Want me MV, I love the song, and I love the MV, the lyrics are little unsuitable for minors but still nice song…

I need more JPop artist and songs to fill my emty little cutie mp3 player…


2 more days….

Wakakaka~~ this picture is sooo funnnyyyyyeeee~~~ ^o^

Yes~ So I guess everyone knows now! Wonder Girls “So Hot” PV came out!!! Its sooo cute~ I like Yoobin the best..her rap are soo good!!

2 more days..and I’ll be set free…

And I might change my plan on going to california during the summer T_T..cuz they said that california will have some huge earthquake..

It will be horrible when people are riding roller coaster and the earthquake come… it will be…very horrible..but if  they will be fantastic!

Tomorrow is the pig dissection…my friend said she have to pull out the pig’s intestine and cut it open…I should bring a mask with me..and a pair of gloves..

According to BoAmyJewel…Namie is going to release a BEST ALBUM! I’m sooooo happy~

I love Namie’s soft and strong…her voice doesnt crack even she sing really loud and high…

I cannot find many of her 90s singles..i hope it will be in the album…

I cleaned the house today…I’m becoming a perfectionist..thanks to my mother..and now she kinda turn into me…chaos ORZ

My room is sooo warm and small,,,its so small, you cannot put anything else except a single bed, a nightstand, and a drawer for casual clotings.. of course, there is a built in closet…

It will be better if my neighbor’s puppies wont bark at me..but I’d feel lonely without their barking..

I guess I will take the barkings as a support for my finals!





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